Reading: Luke 7:36-8:3
It’s
grateful women Sunday!
The little
bit of text that follows the story was often missing in the lectionaries
previously, but it is not an unrelated passage. There was an entourage of Women
who had been forgiven and cured by Jesus who took care of his needs on his
journey. And while Jesus’ treatment of women is significant, I believe this
story has more universal implications as well; perhaps surprising implications
about the correlation of sin and love.
And yes, the
women in these stories are all serving Jesus and one could read this as
preserving the sexist status quo, but that the women are mentioned at all is
significant. And in another version of this story, Jesus made sure this woman
would be mentioned, as they often aren’t. Women are part of Jesus’ story and he
wanted it that way.
But before
we get too caught up in the gender of the sinner in this story, let’s look at
what Jesus is really trying to teach the Pharisee. It’s all too easy,
especially knowing all Jesus says about the Pharisees in Matthew, to read this
exchange as a reprimand. But on closer examination, it looks to me like Jesus
is genuinely taking advantage of a teaching moment.
Notice that
Jesus basically asks permission to speak in the first place. And perhaps all
the things Jesus points out that Simon didn’t do, wasn’t what he expected Simon
to do but were mentioned to illustrate all the above and beyond things the woman
was doing. And while Jesus may be responding to what Simon is thinking, Simon
did not say it aloud. He did not publically challenge Jesus; Simon was
internally trying to discern if Jesus was really a prophet.
And so Jesus
says what William James would prove through the “science of psychology”
centuries later, that those who have fallen far, those who God has lifted from
the mud pits of their lives, those who have had a crisis of faith, who have
been lost and found again, their love and devotion reaches heights as high as
how deep the depths are that they sunk to.
What are the
depths this woman sunk to? One of those “paraphrase” translations actually
calls the sinful woman the “town harlot.” The assumption that her sin is sexual
infuriated me, because there’s nothing in the text to suggest this, it’s pure
misogyny and sexism. What else is a woman for right? To be absolutely sure
there was nothing in the text, I even went to the original Greek. The word used
for sin here implies sin out of one’s own agency, presumably to indicate it
wasn’t biology (the sin of having your period) or parental (remember the debate
about the blind man?)
But of
course all of our choices are influenced if not determined by our
circumstances. Yes, we have agency, but it’s limited. Circumstances matter to
God. The Bible is full of stories of people doing sinful things in order to
accomplish something that’s in the end God’s will; Rebekah tricking Jacob into
blessing Isaac for example. In Matthew Jesus’ genealogy lists three women who
transgressed in the name of the Lord, in many of these cases the woman’s very
survival was at stake. In Biblical times a woman literally could not survive
unless she was attached to a man, or unless she survived by unacceptable means.
If even in our enlightened and “post-feminist” world women are consistently
treated as less than people, how much more so was it the case in first century
patriarchal Palestine?
We don’t
know the specific circumstances of this sinful woman. We don’t know what she’s
done. Jesus knows but in our story he never asks her to confess or repudiate
what she’s done. He implies she’s already been forgiven, but He forgives her
within the story. That’s a bit puzzling, but perhaps Jesus can tell I the love
she’s displaying that her faith in Jesus’ forgiveness has already forgiven her.
Jesus sees that she’s showing great love. In showing great love she is proving
her repentance.
Because
whatever our circumstances, however our choices are limited, however we justify
our sins to ourselves, eventually you can reach a point where you can’t live
with yourself, and any hope that you’re forgivable, even a small tiny hope that
God can help you change can well up previously unimaginable love and gratitude.
Can you
imagine yourself kissing Jesus feet, washing them with your tears, caressing
them with your hair, down on the ground, behind Him? Can you imagine yourself
abandoning yourself to such devotion? I certainly can, and I know many others
who can as well.
Maybe you’re
actually lucky if you can’t imagine yourself in that position. Perhaps you haven’t
been so lost, so devoid of hope that groveling at Jesus’ feet seems like a step
up. I certainly would not wish the kind of life that implies on anyone.
But for
those of us who have lost to that degree and been found, who have been forgiven
as much as the woman we read about tonight. We consider ourselves to be lucky;
lucky to be newly alive, lucky to not have burned down quite everything in
ourselves, lucky to be able to tend to Jesus with whatever resources we have
left.
Or maybe,
just maybe, the teaching moment opened Simon’s heart. We aren’t told how he
responds. Maybe knowing that such love and devotion is possible, that such
forgiveness is possible, moved him to empathy for the sinful woman. Maybe you
don’t have to go to the depths to find that kind of love and devotion to Jesus.
Maybe just witnessing it and opening your heart to it can get you on your knees
weeping at Jesus feet, knowing the magnitude of what he’s done can mean for
others.
Now I’m not
saying that Jesus didn’t reconcile us all to God, he certainly did. None of us
are free from sin. The plain truth is, though, that some of us sin more than
others. And as far down as I have been, I can still find myself looking at
others and wanting to cast the first stone. There’s a frighteningly remarkable
human ability to have that kind of amnesia. And so, it’s not just for the sake
of women this story needs to be told – though it does need to be told for that
reason as well. It’s to remind those of us who have been her and those of us
who can empathize with her –not pity her, mind you empathize with– to remind us
of why we should be grateful to kiss Jesus’ feet.
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