Sunday, July 12, 2015

Sermon for the Seventh Sunday after Pentecost

Where is God in the Gospel today?   Jesus doesn’t even make an appearance. That question really came to mind though; because I often hear it asked when good people die tragically. John seems to be having influence on Herod, but in the end did it matter? I believe it did matter, but to get to why we have to go beyond the text alone. I’ll explain as we go along.
Honestly today’s passage can seem like it’s only moving the story along. Certainly John’s death is an important part of Jesus’ story, and it of course the story prefigures Jesus own death. In fact this particular take on John’s death Herod seems remarkably similar Pilate who didn’t “really” want to kill Jesus, but was forced into it. There’s also the oddly negative twist on a common Hebrew scripture story about women who transgress for their own survival – but usually those stories are about being granted God’s favor.
In looking more closely at the passage, though, there’s a buried aspect that is very intriguing. It’s hidden in verse 20. “for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a righteous and holy man, and he protected him. When he heard him, he was greatly perplexed; and yet he liked to listen to him.” Now what’s interesting to me in this passage – a passage that seems on the surface designed to gain Herod a modicum of sympathy – is the implication of what John is doing. John is talking to Herod.
Now you may think, what’s significant about that? John is a prophet, bound to speak truth to power. He knows his fate, so what does he have to lose in talking to Herod? At the very least it would pass the time. But isn’t that all forgetting that John was out in the wilderness, dressing and behaving in socially unconventional ways. And he was not terribly kind to authorities.
I imagine the John before prison as angrily lecturing Herod. If he were still doing that in prison, I doubt Herod would be listening, or if he did listen, I doubt he would be perplexed. No, I rather think they were actually in conversation. That there was, however slight, a breaking down of the roles of prisoner and captive.
That’s how I found myself reading the text, but in meditating on it further I started to wonder a few things. Though Mark doesn’t mention this (Matthew & Luke do) John sent Jesus a message from prison questioning Jesus’ ministry. It wasn’t quite what John had in mind. After all John was a bit more fire and brimstone than Jesus. And Jesus answers, “Blessed is he who does not fall into a trap because of me.”
Scripture does not report how John responded to that message from Jesus – at least not explicitly. That passage none the less crossed my mind when I contemplated John’s attitude towards Herod in today’s Gospel. Admittedly, to speak of John’s response is pure conjecture, but bear with me.
I’m influenced from this point by James Alison, who you may remember from the clip we watched of him during our Lenten discussions. Alison has a long series of arguments that in many ways can be summarized by his take on Matthew 23:9. Call no one on earth father, for you only have one Father in heaven.
Jesus is teaching a siblinghood of mankind. Anyone who takes a position of superiority over anyone else on earth is doing violence to that siblinghood. In fact to give up your power to someone, to ask favor of someone you believe to be superior to you, as if you are not deserving, is participating in that violence. I want to be clear that demanding your rights is not asking favor.
Now I’m certainly not saying that there aren’t people who have power or status or might that can harm you, even kill you. But as Jesus says in Matthew: “Do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in Gehenna.” If you’re going to fear that is, Jesus then reminds us that the one who could destroy your soul has caringly counted every hair on our heads. The point being there are bigger things at stake than your physical safety. And your physical vulnerability is not inferiority.
Perhaps the trap Jesus is referring to in his message to John has to do with that. The messiah is not going to free John from prison. The messiah is telling John that Herod is not intrinsically superior to John, nor is John morally superior to Herod. John is clearly MORE moral, it’s true, but not morally superior. And it is with this good news that John can converse with Herod as an equal, something that both intrigues and bothers Herod.
More and more I’m seeing superiority as a foundational sin. I admit I fall into moral superiority when it comes to certain subjects. I have empathy for John. No doubt it took John down a peg that the messiah was not what he had originally expected. John had predicted that he must decrease as Jesus increased – but like this? You might imagine that John could take advice from Amos, who did not even claim the title prophet. Speaking truth to power can come from a very humble place.

We may not all be called to speak truth to power. But I believe that we all need to recognize that temporal power is not superiority. Neither are we superior in our righteous indignation, our ideology, or our worship. We may be correct, but not superior. That truth - whether we speak it or not - is part of the revelation of the siblinghood of humankind. That truth is inherent in God’s love for us; God who counts each hair on each one of us. Love for all creation as Paul reminds us - it is God’s good pleasure to gather up all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.

Readings: 
  • Amos 7:7-15 and Psalm 85:8-13  • 
  • Ephesians 1:3-14  • 
  • Mark 6:14-29
  • Sunday, May 31, 2015

    Sermon For Trinity Sunday

    John 3:16 is the most ubiquitous passage in the whole Bible. All over this country it’s on billboards, painted on the roofs of barns; it’s on most of the handed out tracts that threaten you with the fires of hell. This being Trinity Sunday I will not really address how it’s understood at large, other than to condemn how often this passage is used in the service of the sin of supremacy, which Larry addressed in the form of racism last Sunday.
    Tonight I’ll be focusing on a curious verse that stuck out to me upon reading this week, the full implications of which I think is very relevant to the revelation of the Trinity. I’m speaking of verse 12, “If I have told you about earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you about heavenly things?” Which is it’s way, an answer to all Nicodemus’ questions.
    Story after story after story in John, Jesus speaks of a spiritual truth and the person who is listening takes him to be speaking of something empirical and gets totally confused. Here it’s Nicodemus saying, “How can you get back inside your mother’s womb?” Which is a disturbing image no matter how you look at it.
    So, if indeed Jesus is speaking of spiritual things here, why does he say he’s speaking of earthy things? I literally asked myself that question and pondered it for longer than I want to admit before I realized the mistaken assumption it contained.
    I was reminded (by a fellow priest) that the Kingdom of God is here on earth. When Jesus speaks of the Kingdom of God he is speaking of earthly things. It’s the modern mind that makes the empirical earthly and the spiritual heavenly. Both spirit and flesh exist on earth. Spirit is the life that animates the flesh. Too often when we hear flesh spoken of in the Bible we think it refers to bodily matters. But no, to speak of the flesh without the animating spirit is to speak of the dead.
    Jesus speaks of the spirit as like the wind, and in our creation story God, God’s word, and the Spirit (wind) is where all spirit animated flesh comes from. And this threefold God continues her work in the world throughout history. Each person of the Trinity communicates to us in their own way. This is something humans experience, here on earth.
    Nicodemus’ question, “How can you get back inside your mother’s womb?” makes him look like a fool… unless you look at it as Nicodemus saying that in the same spirit Jesus spoke of a camel going through the eye of a needle. That the kind of rebirth Jesus is asking of him is impossible. We’ll get back to that in a moment. For now I want to suggest that Nicodemus’ question, "How can these things be?" contains even more misunderstanding than the former.
    When Christianity is presented to us as a set of doctrines that we must intellectually assert, then we naturally ask this kind of question. Okay, I’m supposed to understand this if I claim empirical belief in it, can you explain it to me in a way that makes sense? But intellectual assertation is not what Jesus is looking for. “Do you not feel the wind?” Jesus asks.
    And I ask each of you. Do you not see the work of the Spirit around you? Do you not eat the flesh and blood of Christ? Do you not hear God in the still small voice within? Do you not marvel at the beauty of creation? Do you feel love in your heart? Does the phrase God is Love make actual sense or is it something you feel, that resonates within you?
    No doubt you wouldn’t be here if in some way or other if you hadn’t felt the touch of God’s love. Nor would you be here if in some way God hadn’t expressed that love by becoming one of us in Jesus. And God did this so that we might live anew. That we might enter into God’s kingdom.
    More and more I have come to believe that we as a species are quite literally suicidal. As in collectively (though perhaps unconsciously) we do think it's better for us to go extinct. Edgar Allan Poe's the Imp of the Perverse contains more truth than you’d think the little essay/story could, in that none of our popular doctrines or philosophies really address that truth. Any will to live within us is that original animating spirit at work, the spirit we share with all life on earth. But that clearly wasn’t enough for us. We live in death through torture and greed. The social consequences are clear before us, global warming for one example.

    It is in this sense that I can read into Nicodemus’ resistance a belief that the kind of rebirth Jesus is asking of him is impossible. We are hell bent on self-destruction. God knows this. Which is why Christ invites us, entices us, coaxes us, loves us into desiring life in God eternal (not in heaven after we are extinct.) We need a life we don’t want to lose.  We need a life that is something entirely different. That life, and the will to live that life, that is truly our salvation. 

    Readings: 

    Tuesday, March 31, 2015

    Was given the honor of being included on this year’s The Trans 100 list. I guess I've been doing some good in this world after all. When my Lord set me on this path, telling me in no uncertain terms that trans people were God's people too, I had no idea if I'd be able to do much at all. No one can do good work for a community alone. The people who have supported me in my work need mentioning, as this is their honor as well. First, I name my family of choice, Aubrey Beta Schaefer & Cary Gabriel Costello who gave me the courage and example to come out and begin my transition in the first place, and who continue to give me love in abundance. Next, Bishop Craig Bergland and all the clergy of The UAC, for not allowing transition to prevent me from my vocation. The Community of the Holy Trinity for taking me in & Oratory of Jesus Christ, Reconciler for taking me on as their associate pastor, it is here that I live out the vows of my ordination. And finally, the Chicago Women's Health Center feminist collective, who have given me so many opportunities to advocate and educate on behalf of my trans siblings, and who have unfailingly seen me as the woman I am. My heart constantly melts at the thought of you all.

    Sunday, February 15, 2015

    Transfiguration Sunday

    "Lent is meant to be a time of slowing down, of reflection, of fasting - getting out of our normal routine for 40 days. As a penitential season, it’s often thought of as grave, serious, dark. But what if we see that darkness as the cloud of God enveloping us; as God quieting us to tell us about God’s beloved?"

    http://theuac.org/2015/02/15/sermon-for-transfiguration-sunday/

    Thursday, January 1, 2015

    In the wake of Leelah Alcorn's suicide, my heart breaks for all my trans sisters and brothers and siblings who have felt that hopeless. I find it particularly painful that Christianity has been used to increase that hopelessness rather than to give hope. I personally could not have gotten the courage to transition or faced the nearly daily resistance to my living true to myself were it not for my deep love for Christ. It is Christ who convinced me that I need to stand naked and honest and authentic to the world and not just before the Lord. "The Lord does not see as mortals see; they look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart."

    Sunday, December 21, 2014

    Sermon: The Annunciation


    We began this season with Jesus telling us to stay awake. Larry [my co-pastor] has previously spoken about the Stay Woke Advent meme. Stay Woke is in the Urban Dictionary already. Deriving from "stay awake," to stay woke is to keep informed of the shitstorm going on around you in times of turmoil and conflict, specifically on occasions when the media is being heavily filtered- such as the events in Ferguson Missouri in August 2014.

    Since Ferguson more cops have avoided incitement for killing unarmed black men. And I have been alarmed at how many people are asleep about systemic injustice. People I have spoken to and read are so incredibly blinded by the US myth of individualism they still think these are isolated incidents. They focus on individual cops’ racism. They can’t understand that these events are the straws that broke the camel’s back. It is years and years of a racist legal system, a racist prison system, a racist education system, and so on that is really fueling the protests and the (remarkably fewer) riots.

    And since we last met details of the US sanctioned torture program have become available. Back in 2002 when the President said that the Geneva convention didn’t apply to terrorists I was aghast. But everyone I tried to talk to about it was still so traumatized by 9/11 they didn’t want to hear it. The mere mention of terrorism but them into a fear induced sleep. I honestly had a little bit of intolerance with those caught in the post 9/11 terrorism scare. Had no one else watched any European movies from the 1970s? Did they really think terrorism was a new thing?

    But all this time later I’m reading all these defenses of torture still! And by Christian leaders no less! And honestly debates about whether torture works or not is irrelevant! The moment we engaged in torture we became war criminals. If we really need to torture in order to "save lives" then maybe we don't deserve to live.

    And honestly I find that this self-destructive despair is the price of staying woke. I have been overwhelmed by feeling angry, impotent and alienated. Feeling angry and impotent about social injustice is nothing new. The alienation, while not entirely new, has been the most profound of late. Who the hell are these people that seem even more asleep than me? Frankly, I know I don’t see half of what goes on, and yet there seem to be incredible numbers of people who are totally clueless. Or at least I pray they are clueless. If they really do know how horribly immoral and cruel their arguments are, I couldn’t stand it. Even in their cluelessness though I find myself profoundly estranged from what seems to be a majority here in this country.

    Of course the experience of estrangement is a large part of why the order was formed.  For many reasons and from many different places, we in the order and many of those we serve have found ourselves on the outside of what once was. Reconciliation is, for us, the only way forward.

    Staying woke in part is being aware of our estrangements from the Body of Christ as there are seemingly endless reasons for one to be estranged from another.  Even as reconciled we find ourselves then also estranged from God. Even so we have come together to entrust ourselves to the Reconciling work of God in Jesus Christ.

    We in the order have given ourselves over to the reality of God’s Reconciliation.  We proclaim reconciliation in the face of continued estrangement, division and animosity. We proclaim peace, and we offer ourselves and invite any who are called to offer themselves to this asceticism of reconciliation.

    One reason a person takes vows is to commit to a way of life that they embrace in their more inspired moments. Because those inspire moments don’t last. And lately I’ve been a little cranky about following a reconciling messiah. I want the other messiah. I want Barabbas, the murdering rebel. Because in my limited human reasoning, I can’t see how anything will change unless the empire is overthrown.

    The US is the Roman Empire of today. We here are the Romans. And as we look at today’s scriptures, keep in mind that Mary and Jesus to the Roman Empire would be about the equivalent of Puerto Ricans, or the Inuit, or the Chamorro people of Guam to us today.

    And what would a Chamorro woman today make of the words, “You have found favor with God. You will bear a son, and he will be great, called the Son of the Most High, and God will give to a throne and his kingdom will have no end." Might she not say, “How can this be?”

    I mentioned feeling impotent in the face of social injustice before. And while I did not mean that in a sexual way, Gabriel answers Mary by telling her of her barren cousin’s success at reproducing. “For nothing will be impossible with God." And certainly if I look hard enough I can find examples of progress in social justice, despite my anger at all that still needs to be addressed.

    The Magnificat, which we sang today, is what Mary says to her cousin when she visits her after hearing this news. She says that God has looked with favor on her, low as she is in the world of the Roman Empire. She says that all generations will call me blessed, even though she risked divorce and disgrace as a sexual transgressor. That in the act of blessing the lowest of the low he has scattered the proud, brought down the powerful, filled the hungry and sent the rich away empty.

    This for me is what is so inspiring about Mary. That she sees the transforming work of God in her pregnancy, which while it has its remarkable aspect to be sure, and is a holy and cosmically significant pregnancy. Still, pregnancies are not in and of themselves unusual. The incarnation is at the same time ultimately profound and incredibly mundane.

    And so Mary’s words are ones to sit with while we stay woke. That while the shitstorm is going on around us in times of turmoil and conflict, and we may long for great upheaval, God’s world shaking actions are carried out in everyday human matters.

    And so I end with humbly quoting the mother of my Lord and God, "Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word."

    Sunday, November 16, 2014

    Sermon: 11.16.14


    I have never before longed for the wrath of God. Recent political events have caused my heart to burn for that wrath. And woe indeed be to those who deserve God’s wrath. Prophets like Zephaniah tell us that wrath will occur during the Day of the Lord. But the expectations of that Day have (or should have been) changed for those of us who truly hear Christ in our hearts through the Holy Spirit. For on the last day the Judge will be one who knows us intimately, who still carries our wounds for us; for the whole of creation.

    The Day of the Lord is spoken of by many prophets. Later prophets, like Amos and our Zephaniah, are warning the Israelites that it is not going to be the kind of day they are expecting. The day where God defeats Israel’s enemies is not the day that’s coming. What is coming is the day of wrath.

    Ah, Zephaniah. I must admit I rarely read a passage like this and think I’m one of the consecrated. I tend to tremble in fear and think, “oh, I’m gonna get it.” It’s my tendency really to identify with the underdog. But that’s shifted in the last couple of months.

    As we’ve gone through the later part of Matthew this past season, I have been aware that the people Jesus has been giving warning to are not the sinners, prostitutes and tax collectors. No rather it is those who hold power that he’s speaking against. The underdog is not who is incurring God’s wrath.

    The Lord has prepared a sacrifice for the Day of the Lord Zephaniah tells us. And of course the Day of the Lord as interpreted by the early Christians is both the breaking in of God’s Kingdom through the incarnation and the Judgment Day when Christ returns. We all should know what the sacrifice was; we reenact it in the Eucharist.

    And the Judgment Day will be described by Jesus in the Gospel passage scheduled for next Sunday. Jesus opens with the sun going dark and the moon red like blood, a quote from the prophet Joel’s foretelling of the Day of the Lord.

    The criteria that Jesus uses to separate those who are given eternal life and those who aren’t is pretty straight forward and direct. I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me, I was in prison and you visited me.

    The goats have done none of those things. Zephaniah singles out in today’s portion of his writings those who sit back and do nothing; those who rest complacently on their dregs, saying the LORD will do nothing.

    I’m reminded of Pastor Martin Niemöller’s words:

    First they came for the Communists, and I did not speak out—

    Because I was not a Communist.

    Then they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out—

    Because I was not a Socialist.

    Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out—

    Because I was not a Trade Unionist.

    Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—

    Because I was not a Jew.

    Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.


    And perhaps that was the wicked and lazy slave’s problem; he rested complacently on his dregs. He was asleep when the day of the Lord came like a thief in the night.

    I’ve been woken up to something lately that truly shocked me. I read a news report about a Christian man who was arrested for feeding the homeless. I dug deeper and I found that in the last year alone 31 cities have passed or attempted to pass legislation making it illegal to feed the homeless. This has enflamed my righteous indignation.

    I’ve heard or read many Christians argue that voting to gut or erase government programs designed to help the least of these, is not going against Christ because his commands to help the needy were addressed to the individual or the church and not the government.

    Now whether it is these same people or not who have passed these laws preventing individuals or faith based institutions from following Jesus’ desires, the point is there are not simply goats or sheep now. There is a third category of people actively preventing the sheep from acting out of compassion. And woe be unto them!

    And hated for these people has claimed my heart. In my fury I want to see and revel in their blood pouring out like dust, and their entrails like dung. How dare they tie the hands of those who minister to Christ Himself!

    But hatred is not the Gospel. No, I am to love my enemies. And even if they deserve that fate, even if I continue to fight them tooth and nail, I am to find some way of loving them still. I’m not sure how to do that and so I must pray on it. I am definitely expected to pray for them. Pray for though fight them still.

    For the while Day of the Lord is not finished, it has come breaking in. It came when Christ was born and died and seated in the judgment seat, indeed the Israelites did not get what they expected. God did not defeat their enemies. But neither was it a day of wrath. God did free us, but not in any way that was expected.

    Christ revealed to us that God’s desire is to be reconciled to all of creation. We in the order of Jesus Christ Reconciler give ourselves over to the reality of God’s Reconciling love. We proclaim reconciliation in the face of continued estrangement, division, and animosity. From the first moments of the young Church, the Body of Christ has understood itself to be about the work of reconciliation. This work has taken on many forms over the centuries, but it is always an echo of Christ's reconciling act. Through the Incarnation, Resurrection, Ascension, and by the power of the Holy Spirit, we are reconciled to one another and to God through Christ who saves us. Salvation is Reconciliation.

    For God has destined us not for wrath but for obtaining salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us, that we may live with him. So then let us not fall asleep as others do, but let us keep awake and be sober; let us not rest complacently on our dregs, but fight the good fight; putting on the breastplate of faith and love, and for a helmet the hope of salvation.



    Texts:
  • Zephaniah 1:7, 12-18

  • 1 Thessalonians 5:1-11 

  • Matthew 25:14-30